Moderna vaccine - Howell's personal health problems, and "Corona virus vaccines : More harm than good?"
"... History never repeats itself, but it rhymes. ..."
It's important to know that I cannot be sure that the vaccine is relate to any one of the symptoms below, and I suspect that modern medicine CANNOT prove any of it one way or another. However, it seems completely implausible that all of the items below would occur suddenly at roughly the same time if not connected to the vaccine somehow. Some big changes are very strange, and many are "significant" in a subject way - most all the computer programming decline is a very serious issue for me!
I doubt that any of this type of possibility would normally appear in the USA CDC VAERS (Vaccine Adverse Effects Reporting System), and [censorship, repression] routinely prevents it from getting out mainstream [news, social media]. Furthermore, none of this is "serious" in medical terms. Connecting it to the vaccine would be impossible unless many individuals post comments on non-mainstream online sites. It's pretty iffy, and would only be useful in the context of a very large sample population closely tracked after vaccination.
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Covid-19 vaccine shots
Moderna vaccine shots, Riverside Pharma in Drumheller
29Jul2021 first, 01Sep2021 second
I had wanted t take the Johnson & Johnson or Astra Zeneca vaccines, as my web postings of ~May-Jun2021 outlined known adverse effects, albeit at a low level (but possibly a significant portion, comparable] high levels compared to the virus effects, going by expert guesses of historical CDC VAERS results). I unwisely took Moderna, because :
- I don't think that the Astra Zeneca had been approved for Canada (wasn't available)
- I was in a rush for planned travel, and the Johnson & Johnson vaccine wasn't available locally (1.5 hour drive to & from Calgary). Later, it wasn't later accepted for a vaccine passport (I think), buat was not the case in May-Jun.
Symptoms within one week or so after getting the vaccine
- Strange "tightness" around head, like a head-band, that I've never had before except maybe with some sickness or hangover? 04Jan2022 : Head "tightness" is now at a low level, but is still ongoing.
Symptoms within two weeks or so after getting the vaccine
- no more exercise - probably mostly due to lack of initiative, but mental affects possibly had a minor role?
- 17Sep2021 travelled to [Saskatchewan, British Columbia] for 1.5 weeks. Sitting in car a lot!
- I did swim in Okanagan Lake a couple of times for ~1 hour each, and I did go jogging in Penticton once.
- work catchup afterwards for a week or two
Symptoms within a month or so after getting the vaccine
- single-task entrappement - almost obsessive
- not getting to critical things, even though long work hours
- perhaps working memory decrease?
- I have suddenly stopped listening to music while driving, something I have done all of my life. It's "annoying" (even the great oldies) and perhaps slightly [distract, confuse]ing. This may not be so important, but it's a remarkable change. I am now "forcing myself to listen", hoping to get back to normal to enjoying the music.
Symptoms 1 to 4 months from vaccination
Note that many symptoms below would NOT have been seen in the first monnth post-vaccination, due to travel.
- The most important problem is the challenge of computer programming, which is required for virtually all of my projects. Error rates have been rising with age, but there is a big change now, and a noticable difficulty of getting into it. I have noticably lower productivity for work on computer (~01Oct-10Dec2021).
- definitely far less energy but mostly due to lack of exercise?
- 01Dec2021 halting restart to getting exercise, very "lazy"! I am having trouble showing any [energy, agression, motivation] while re-starting gym exercises regulary (walking, pathetically little jogging, and machine workout of [abdominals, back]).
- ?Nov-Dec? sleep apnea symptoms increase, this lasted only a couple of weeks
- 09-10Dec2021 continual choke-off while resting
- hints of drowsiness while driving coming back
- sleep hours disruption - I am often sleeping 1 to 2 HOURS more per night (9-10 hrs)! This is a NEW change, extremely differerom most of my life. Add to that nights where "I don't feel like sleeping", which started perhaps 2? years ago and were increasing a bit in frequency, but there have been far more in the last 3-4 months. I need to check the data on this, which should make it clear whether the post-covax period stands out.
- remarkable increase in confusion
- collapse of focus to a few things
- much more frequent "lost in thoughts" after only a few seconds : eg: where am I in my work, what was I going to do next?
Symptoms >4 months from vaccination
- There seems to be some recovery from some of the symptoms, notably the sleep apnea. Perhaps a focus on exercise starting 02Jan2022 is helping with this, mostly walking, and should also start weigths for [abdominals, back] 06Jan2022. But as noted above, I am sleeping a huge 1 to 2 hours extra per night now!
- I am still sleeping 1 to 2 HOURS more per night. This really cuts into working time.
- I have yet to get back to computer programming, although system maintenance (email program, etc) is a challenge. Part of the problem getting back to computer programming is the [confusion, prioritization, focus, memory, slowness] problem.
- I am still sleeping 1 to 2 HOURS more per night.
- My energy levels still aren't, but are picking up. (06Jan2022)
08Feb2022 comments
- 04-Feb-22, Fri, 17:28 Investments, TradingView, PineScript, took hours to simply add a symbol to a chart!! (arrrggghhh1)
Obviously, computer programming is still a challenge, and I haven't even re-mmenced programming-intensive projects. This is by far ost serious condition, as all of my main work requires programming.
- I am often sleeping ~10 hours per night, which is VERY unusual (normally, I can't even sleep that long!). Since 01Jan2022 : 9 times >=10.0 hours, 19 times > 9.0 hours in night. These don't include days of two sleep periods or with naps.
- Trouble maintaining work on modest projects like comments on [Ukraine, Russia] situation.
- [confusion, lack of [focus, prioritization]] are still challenges, maybe worse
- Some re-start of exercising at Badlands Community Facility (BCF) in Drumheller.
- [addictive, repetitive, locked-in] focus problems? I have largely stopped watching financial markets, even though the post Nov2021 volatility is not over, and Federal Reserve March rate increases and possible de-leveraging of balance sheet still to come. The markets are fascinatinbut addictive, and take on false importance.
- Not much sign of sleep apnea while driving.
- I still have no desire to listen to music shile driving (the only time that I normally listen to music), and I still find it annoying.
- Over last month, totally new dull pain [front, above] right testicle. Has died down last 2-3 days.
- Missing from my initial posting is that I have virtually stopped doing my daily update of my ToDos list, which is very important for keeping me onck. Again, it's like it is too confusing now, but I have to get back to it.
BIGGEST QUESTIONS
- Have any publicly-available covid vaccine tracking studies been performed other than typical Phase III/IV?
If not, given the large-scale "experimental" nature of the mRNA vaccines especially, why not?
I have not searched for these up to 11Dec2021.
- Would Phase III/IV studies even pick up this possible effect?
- Another approach might be interviews afer-the-vaccine-administration (by weeks to months), but without ongoing tracking the [reliability, accuracy, bias] would likely be very low.
- advantages could be many :
- people are probably better than many other sources, in spite of limitations
- an amateur blog site could be used
- disadvantages :
- unlikely any volunteer group would do that much work? But there are a number of examples of that, I think...
- no way of controlling [fraud, [political, business, anti-corporate] motivation, etc]
- More probably cause of supposed symptoms? :
aging - sudden changes have occurred in the past with other health items, eg :
drop off in run
tired after work
difficulty doing both physicand mental work of substance in the same day
- Possible causes? :
exercising (walking 15-30 km) outdoors in summer heat (max 36 Celcius)
mid-July to mid-September 2021
3 times per week fairly consistently
no exercise since start of covid pandemic Mar2020, possibly not since summer before
lack of exercise - computer programming most of the time
- Where is the plem : Of course, socialists dump on the profit motive and Pfizer as being [ugly, greedy] capitalists. However, to me that is NOT the prom, they were driven by the far larger [profitable, self-serving, blind] government-science-health-research complex, which is now a principle source of stupidity and theft in osociety, far beyoe Eisenhoweer's "military-industrial" complex. (Just think of how many multi-billion dollar universities are in [each, all] cities! "More harm than good?" all over again!
Corona virus vaccines : More harm than good?
08Feb2022 NOTE: I have a separate webPage for this now. See
file:///media/bill/Dell2/Website%20-%20raw/Pandemics,%20health,%20and%20the%20Sun/corona%20virus/Howell%20-%20covax%20news.html
The has been a flood of [information, protest] by thousands of [public, scientist]s as people realzed that we are not getting [honest, competent] information from [government, media, physicians, health care, scientists]. I won't post a long list of sources, including peer-reviewed scientific literature at this time (04Jan2022), but intent to do so in a few months. However, there is a rich volume of high-quality references in the references that I do cited below.
Keep in mind that the vaccine adverese effects may be common (as aopposed to iniotial impressions that these were rare), except for severe cases like death. This is also rare with the virus.
It seems that many, if not most, of the best sources are from [Israel, India, China] rather than Western sources, but many "renegade" [physician, scientist]s have also produced great stuff, in spite of a few losing their licences shout out their truths, and being subject to [repression, ridicule, threat]s. Courage is a [key, necessary] requirement of a good scientist!!
- Sacha Dobler's website - While Sacha tends to be bit strident ("the world is going to end.."), his previous books on history, human behaviour, etc are far beyound anything that essentially any [[government, academic] scientist can do, partly because the latter are constrained more strict requirements of [political correctness, proof], but mostly because they are cognitively incapable of matching him. My general assumptions is that <1:10,000 scientists are strong thinkers, and <<1:1M are creative, revolutionary,breakthrough] thinkers on any subject. Note that I do not take these criteria as being "properties of individuals", and I do not believe that genius exists (i.e. relibly good across their own field of expertise). Sacha Dobler can think beyond [mythologic, theologic, scientific] "religious belief systems", and that is rare. I expect him to publish a book on this within two years, and I have huge expectations of him - far beyond any [government, academic] work.
- Canadian Covid Care Alliance "... We are a group of over 500 independent Canadian doctors, scientists, and professionals aiming to provide top quality, evidence-based information about COVID-19, intent on reducing hospitalizations and saving more lives. Our role is to assist you by providing balanced, unbiased information relating to all sides of current recommendations surrounding this pandemic. ..."
Their ??Jun2021 slide presentation is EXCELLENT! I still have to go through the rest of their reports, but that will have to wait several months.
- A FANTASTIC analysis (best I've seen based on existing large-population data) was presented at a conference by a female Canadian medical researcher. Unfortunately, her conference presentation seems to have been taken off-line, and I didn't write down her name. (Mol of the story - [record, download this type of presentation, censorship is sky-high nowadays. On the politically-correct socialists are allowed a voice.
- Sucharit Bhakdi, M.D. and Arne Burkhardt, M.D "On COVID vaccines: why they cannot work, and irrefutable evidence of their causative role in deaths after vaccination" - This comes from Veronika Kyrylenko 2Dec2021 "Study: Most of Vaccinated Die Because of Vax-induced Autoimmune Attacks on Their Own Organs". "... A recently published study suggests that nearly every COVID vaccine recipient who died within seven days to six months after inoculation likely died because of vaccine-induced autoimmune damage." I still have to go back to read the report and check background [references, data].
- "Helping People Be Seen, Heard and Believed After Adverse Vaccine Reactions
July 2, 2021" US Senator Ron Johnson's webPage is a help - non-experet testimonials about vaccine devation of their lives.
- PSI International 30Dec2021 "Columbia study: True U.S. COVID vaxx death count around 400,000" - As [proper,basic] follow-up has been suppressed, this report is necessarily speculative. But "experts" have NO basis fcontention, and their deceitful proclamations have even less support than the renegades (as often is the case in science).